Dec 27, 2021
Crush me with your touch
I have been feeling restless lately, tossing and turning around my bed. When tiredness finally catch up with me as I slowly lose conscious drifting softly into sleep. The same dream always started out slow, the world seems a little bit softer as you appeared vividly in my dream. First, it’s the feel of your touch as you embraced me which feels surreal. Next, I lost sense of what’s reality and dream but I send a little prayer to my little mind hoping that I can just stay in your embrace for a little longer.
If this is really a dream, how can everything feels so good?
But it doesn’t matter to me, as long as I can feel you even in this distorted reality it’s more than enough for me.
But tonight, even the air felt electrified. It felt different because I am finally able to feel your touch in real life- skin on skin, the moment you speak your voice sounds like music to my ears as I gaze up to you from beneath my lashes, it took me awhile to know it’s finally happening.
Because it’s been so long, I can’t differentiate what’s real and what’s not anymore. Seeing you right in front of me, took my breath away. Trying hard to tell my heart to stop fluttering- “Silly girl, this is just gonna be one of those night that’s gonna be a secret between the both of you.” But this is more than enough to fulfill me tonight, just being around you is more than enough.
You can literally crush me with your touch even in between dream and reality. Even if it was short-lived, the time spent together was enough to fill me for a lifetime.
